When he wanted to kiss me, my stomach squinted and I just turned my face away… I still don’t understand why. Why couldn’t I kiss the guy I had a huge crush when I was 17? and the first guy who turned me down in the saddest way? (I literally burst in tears that night)
10 years later, that moment came around and I said it back. No idea why. Maybe because I just wanted to remember him as the guy who said NO to my lips.
I wonder if he cries now.
I think I love making boys cry! and I can see with my stomach! haha