Emotional Trigger Programs

You just want to be happy! Of course, you do! Everyone wants to be happy. Yes, but you never thought you want it as well, right? You always thought about others and how you can help them become happier. Triggers are the worst and the best things ever. Triggers can reach all the good emotions…

I asked him if he ever loved me. 

What a strange question, he said. Please indulge me, I insisted. I am. You what? I love you. It doesn't stop just because we can't be together. Awwww. Wish you could've said that four years ago - it would've spared me from a lot of breakdowns and shitty decisions! Shitty decisions are important too. You…

September Issues

I’ve never met David Bowie, but he once said aging is an extraordinary process whereby you become the person you always should have been. My stomach twirls every time I think of all the times I’ve hidden under heavy masks of conformity to toe the line the social groups I’ve aim for expected me to.…

a series of unfortunate events #1

 I do not have a boyfriend, but I know a handful of guys who are mad at me for saying that. I can also hear those thinking ''I wonder why!'. Well, sawry... Dating is a complex concept for mating that human beings use in order to develop relationships that ideally are meant to last longer…

The Way We Meet

You are really something. The things you’ve done, the places you’ve been, the people you’ve met… oh boy, the memories you’ve collected! You’ve been a nomad, a traveler, an Amazon, a rider, a storyteller. People tell you that you are ballsy, self-confident, courageous, daring... But then you are also insecure, emotional, needy, dramatic and so on and…

Is the Season to Be Rejected

After opening up about my current emotional level, my psychiatrist concluded: "Oh, that’s sad!" “Well, why do you think I am here (bitch)?! I asked her rhetorically and politely leaving the last word out. The whole psychiatrist session lasted about fifteen minutes including the hello’s and “best of luck” wishes. She basically fired me by…