To Be Overwhelming

I need a break. I can't do this anymore. It's too much for me and I really need some time out. You are overwhelming and I can't keep up with you! When I heard this coming from the one I thought is what you call best friend, I remained speechless and with a relaxed smile…

I asked him if he ever loved me. 

What a strange question, he said. Please indulge me, I insisted. I am. You what? I love you. It doesn't stop just because we can't be together. Awwww. Wish you could've said that four years ago - it would've spared me from a lot of breakdowns and shitty decisions! Shitty decisions are important too. You…

The Jigsaw Puzzle

We’re being spoiled with choice. There are 7,6 Billion people out there and we stick to the one we’ve met in college. Because of commitment, because of history, because of comfort and because of the fears and the demons screaming: what if you won’t find anyone as nice and supporting? Who else would accept all…

September Issues

I’ve never met David Bowie, but he once said aging is an extraordinary process whereby you become the person you always should have been. My stomach twirls every time I think of all the times I’ve hidden under heavy masks of conformity to toe the line the social groups I’ve aim for expected me to.…

The Cheesiest Kiss

A few weeks ago, around 2:00 am, on the way from one bar to another, I stopped on the side of the street to talk to some strangers that seem like nice people. What are you guys doing tonight? Among them, there was one boy that wasn't scared of me. Well, he was quite drunk,…

JUST ASK ME

If you ever wonder what is my first name, just ask me. If you ever wonder how life has been before we met, just ask me. However, don’t just ask me for the sake of asking me. If you ever assume I have issues, don’t do shit with it, just ask me. If you ever…

a series of unfortunate events #1

 I do not have a boyfriend, but I know a handful of guys who are mad at me for saying that. I can also hear those thinking ''I wonder why!'. Well, sawry... Dating is a complex concept for mating that human beings use in order to develop relationships that ideally are meant to last longer…